The Search...

In this city I am in search of my identity, I hear an inner voice which yearns for something to hold on to. I wandered through 'Palayam market' to get a feel of an informal shopping experience as in contrast to the shopping mall 'Style plus'.The building which I fell in love at the first sight turned out to be a public library, and I found an anchor there. Doing a post graduation in literature has long been in my dreams, and I feel like that bud is going to bloom. I pray that I get the mental peace to do it successfully. Don't know I may be able to do that this year due to the difficulty in getting the TC from my college as the exams for MBA are not completed yet. But still in that pursuit. The city turns out to be enchanting and I am exploring it slowly.
Its time for the third semester exam and I have to leave this city for nearly a month. I really don't feel like doing that... The heat of the exams is more than the blazing sun of this city, but yet one has to live life as the way it comes.
I feel like merging with the crowd here, one among them, and settle here. But I always tell myself that appearances are deceptive. I don't know whether I will have to witness another face of this city when I explore it too much.
But I pray that let this positive energy be retained and let me find a nest here. I develop a need to settle down, though I retain the instincts of adventure and a wanderer.